While you're gone

I've thought about it all. About us.
I've made up my mind and i'm crazy about you,but usually when i make up my mind it's when it gets taken away from me.
It's hard. =( Not knowing if your day is going okay or if you feel like crying like i do.
I am happy with you. I'm crazy happy that i'm with you.
I just thought i could be stronger. You're like a damn distraction to me.
And i love it.
While you're gone i'm going to wait here for you. I'm not going anywhere.

I hope you know

I'm tired of waiting! It's like waiting for my damn menstral to end or the first of the month for food stamps! I'm sick of you ignoring me like i'm nothing to you.
I am something. I'm a woman who can make you happy and cook you food.
I'm the girl you can't find anywhere else! I'm not going to wait forever! You're wasting my time!
Are you ever going to get the hint? Ummmm hello? I imagine i'm not the only girl.
I bet there's tons,but i'm the one that'll stay longer. The one worth your time!
Why can't you hear me? =( I hope you fucking know that i waste paper writing about you.
I can't think during classes. I lose train of thought when you're mentioned and you don't give a damn like usual!!!!! IF YOU DON'T LOVE ME THEN SOMEONE ELSE WILL!!! Who do you think you are? Just randomly coming back into my life and actualy make me think you care? jeeeeeeeze! I want you to save me! S.O.S!!!
I'm getting weary of waiting. Soon enough i'll be the girl you'll never have and you'll be the guy i wish i had. You're never going to listen.
I'm just sick of being the one trying and giving.